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authentic, raw, genuine, sloppy

Who cares about forced smiles for pictures.

In front of bathroom tiles in my first appartment. I was taking selfies long before it was mainstream.

doubting the future

This is interesting to observe: doubt and importance are somehow connected. You never doubt something, that is insignificant. The feeling of doubt increases the more important a project,…

It´s really fine. I am fine. Peas are fine.

Usually, I am pretty good at pretending to be all right. But you are probably sensing, that life is NOT FINE right now. I am a tough little…

feeling trapped

It´s easy to get wrapped in apathy, because a situation looks hopeless and getting up doesn´t seem to make any sense. It´s easy to get trapped in anger,…

The same, as usual.

Efficiency. You can save a lot of time if you eat the same thing every day. Plus it provides this sweet, comfortable feeling that only a well established…

The news? Turn off this noise!

I don´t have a TV. I don´t read the newspapers. Some might think I am not informed. Well, I am aware of the current situation and choose my…

wired in another way

For me, being autistic doesn’t mean I am disabled. My nervous system is just working differently – meandering all over the place and laser focused at the same…

At times when nothings seems certain, anything is possible.

You can just sit there and wait till the crisis is over. Till everything is back to normal, which is not going to happen anyway. Pause, do nothing…

warm raspberries on top of vanilla ice cream

It´s time to celebrate the little victories. When there is a pandemic and some food in the stores is sold out. But nobody seems to be interested in…

So proud of myself.

I did it, I was at my second appointment and got the results for the initial screening with the AQ and EQ test. Pointing out my autistic tendencies.

Move your body and engage in your special interest.

I have to admit, trying to keep my emotional balance during this turbulent times is extremely difficult. I miss smiles. So, the question I have to ask myself is: What…

Change your life — and your look will change too

I actually forgot that this existed, but if you declutter things you can find all sorts of hidden treasures — like this photo of me. At the moment,…

a quick note about minimalism

If you own four chairs and only sit on two of them on a daily basis …you could give away the two chairs, that are standing in the…

Loosing all my senses. No, not really. It´s just a joke.

But, let´s assume you are going to lose one of your senses, which one would you miss the least? Three of my colleges said they would not mind losing…

when not sure what to do

The anxious part of me in overdrive, turning thoughts over and over: I don’t know what to do. I am overwhelmed and exhausted. How I am going to…