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raw, authentic and sloppy

I did it wrong.

I wanted too much too quickly, by setting the metronome to +5 every 8 bars playing the beat till I completely lose track. It´s a good test to…

unusual and raw and sloppy

unusual // At this point, I already knew, that I am not normal. But at exactly this day in January 2019 it was very clearly shown to me:…

Let´s just learn a language … because it´s fun.

My brain is like a race horse. You can´t let it stray in the open field. It needs constant stimulation and training. And since I am extremely bored…

Decluttering caused by lifestyle changes.

I don´t do alcohol anymore. Therefore, the wine bottle opener can go. I don´t eat meat anymore. So the meat hammer can be decluttered. It has never been…

Die Sonne scheint. Die Blumen blüh´n. Ich lieb dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht.

33 + 33 + 33 days meditation challenge. What did I gain? Nothing, there is no immediate payoff. Just coming back from experiencing and exploring.

After 99 days. I will continue, after reaching my goal. There had been a few times with serious lack of motivation, but overall it went good and sitting…

They are way ahead.

I wonder, how many years of training it will take … till my output is actually going to sound good. Right now, after practicing for a few months,…

Practicing basic beats.

After the first five drum lessions, it is now up to me to keep practising. Getting used to beats and trying to enhance speed without loosing precision. This…

Ungewissheit aushalten

One main topic of last year continuous to spill over to this day: being able to handle uncertainty. Being acutely aware of “not knowing”. More precisely: Plans are…

Let´s quickly recap on the progress made in 2021.

writing and taking photos Since I am publishing on this blog for two years now, I am getting more and more clear about the topics, the vibe and…

I SPARKLE WITH VITALITY AND FORCE.

Excerpt of song lyric by Kjetil Vidar Haraldstad, written in 2005. Potent affirmations – like in this headline – can be useful for balancing out all the negative…

Does it have to stay this way? For the christmas trees?

I am a minimalist, so I don´t do decoration. I am not a part of any religion, so I don´t do holiday stuff. But that doesn´t mean I…

No cake for me, thanks. Of course … the plant person is bringing fuits to the gathering. A platter with a variety of fruits is deliciously looking and prepared in a minimal amount of time.

My first time.

Celebrating first times is necessary, if you are focused on progress. Today, 25th November in 2021, was my premiere behind a drum kit. I am stoked. Yes. Yes….

I am autistic and I suck at math.

Is that a contradiction? There is this myth that every autistic person, has to be in love with math and numbers. I strongly disagree. I think, this perception…