Tag: autistic

Black tea is a must-have.

A cup of coffee is a typical morning ritual for many people … but I can’t participate. Caffeine does mess with my nervous system and pushes it towards…

It’s not for me: a few reasons why I decided against psychology

For a few months, I did dwell on the idea of going to uni and study psychology. After doing my research and asking people about the details of…

Vitamin D3 – the essential vitamin directly linked to sunshine.

“While 8.3% and 19.3% of adults have a lacking vitamin D status in summer and autumn, the figures in spring and winter are respectively 38.4% and 52.0%.”Quoting the…

unusual and raw and sloppy

unusual // At this point, I already knew, that I am not normal. But at exactly this day in January 2019 it was very clearly shown to me:…

My first time.

Celebrating first times is necessary, if you are focused on progress. Today, 25th November in 2021, was my premiere behind a drum kit. I am stoked. Yes. Yes….

I am autistic and I suck at math.

Is that a contradiction? There is this myth that every autistic person, has to be in love with math and numbers. I strongly disagree. I think, this perception…

visual tool

Since I know my brain works great with pictures, creating visual tools have been very helpful. Just a simple structure for a new project. Seminar in 3 modules…

The benefits of white noise and ice sounds.

Sometimes I just need to cancel out the noisy world around me. If you have to concentrate during work, it can help to put on the headphones and…

It´s really fine. I am fine. Peas are fine.

Usually, I am pretty good at pretending to be all right. But you are probably sensing, that life is NOT FINE right now. I am a tough little…

Give me the big hammer.

I am busy assembling furniture and this foto is proof. It´s kind of telling. Because who would be interested in taking pictures of a few random tools? Me,…

Routines are essential.

A rigorous system is necessary to provide a sense of security and to keep my chaos at bay. If I am too loose with my routines everything slides:…

There are only two states:

Highly obsessive or not interested at all.

artist and autist

In my mind, those two things don´t go well together. I mean in terms of business – isn´t that a double disqualification. First, being an artist already means…

Hello world!

Eeeerm, hi, hello … well, eerm. A shy person mumbling, stumbling over words, not being able to finish the sentence properly. Just trying to make conversation and obviously…